"It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture. I'm just a person, but you can't take it. The same tricks that, that once fooled me, won't get you anywhere. I'm not the same kid from your memory, well now I can fend for myself."
School is not so bad. Chem is actually kinda cool. In the space of forty six minutes I saw at least four things explode and/or go on fire. Spinning/Toning is yet to be determined. We just sit there and talk...Spanish is all juniors, but they're cool too, even if they call me 'Sophomore'. The English teacher is a bitch. Period. And she says there's gunna be a lot of public speaking -__- I'm like....hah, honey, I don't think so. Then Lunch...is...subjective to a lot of things, I suppose it depends. It's passable, I guess, when it comes down to it. Math is boring, and I have to sit all the way up at the front of the row; clearly a fail. Global is boring too, and one of the hottest rooms. And Core Music is an utterly unsignificant waste of my valuable time. We never touch an instrument, never learn a music note, just vaguely reference out-of-date composers like they just put out new albums.
I don't like waking up early. I just got up from a nap. Now I won't wake up tomorrow. *sigh* And...I'm in a very big Paramore mood. Which is fine. Really. I wanna see them again. They're pretty much just epic. In so many ways. And nearly as relatable as Taylor Swift. Nearly. Hayley Williams
Hmm....Why am I as clueless here as on my first blog? I guess it's a new year, new times, different outlook. I started this blog almost two years ago, can you believe? I think that's pretty incredible, really. I think a lot of thing have changed. Things are sort of hanging now, in between. I don't know if that should be significant to me. Writing is not coming easily :/ And now making songs come is sort of difficult too, like I hear them but they're transferred over into my head on an old rabbit-earred radio and by the time they get there they're just not the same. And words, forget it, do not just come. But I'm not really unhappy, so maybe it's just one of those creative blockages? I don't know.
I'm writing a lot of nothing so I'm going to not write anything instead, see if that works out more smoothly ^_^
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