Piece me back together when I'm falling apart...

Ok i haven't blogged. So sue me. Oh and i just read something in a magazine that made me half laugh half cry: When a guy is considering a girl for a date and like... the aspects of her appearance and all, he considers her using the right side of the brain. When a girl is considering a guy for a date, she considers him using the right side of the brain. Amusingly (but somehow almost predictably) enough, the right side of the brain controls logic while the left side is the part of your brain that triggers the imagination. Which is why almost 70% of successful marriages began with the man choosing the woman and not the opposite way around. Hysterical right? Ha. No. But it's weird how unsurprised i am. I mean it.. it makes so much sense.... Today went well enough. We had gym so only one period math and no language. Wednesdays are my favorite schedule. Not that it's FUN or anything but better then listening to some old italian man babble about the proper way to prepare yourself to go mushroom picking even though he's supposed to be teaching you ITALIAN (don't ask, just don't ask). Ok emotions are high today admittedly. Ok practically swelling. Which is OK. Because if i learned one important thing recently, it's that emotions can be suppressed. And when you learn to suppress them, they eventually just give up and go away. Like the little kids on my block when they keep on asking to play Strawberry Shortcake. Ok random. Ignore that. And GAB, fine don't believe me but i definitely thought about some things today and, while "the kid" who sits with us at "lunch" is still painstakingly gorgeous, i don't really think of him as much more then a friend. There's definitely no real feelings for him there. It's just looking at a pretty picture for the sake of looking at a pretty picture. But there's nothing else. Not that it matters even if i did because he has a girlfriend and from the way the guys acted at lunch when he told them he goes through them pretty fast. Hah. Not surprising in the least. Besides i have better things to think about then guys in general. Sort of. Well maybe not REALLY but thats only cause there isn't much else to think about, really. Like i said, good day so far. On the subject of guys, i've learned to accept that no matter how annoying they are i really can't live without them, but it never ceases to amaze me how truly OBNOXIOUS they really can be. And i've noticed that almost ALWAYS, their lame and corny jokes revolve around gender identity loss and sexual content even i do not feel the need to go into. That's how bad it is. But I'm alright with that. Oh, new girl in the class. She seems nice enough. The guys definitely seem to have taking a liking to her. I wonder why....hmmmmm... pssht.