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I'm in school!! I could probably have stayed home but for who the hell knows why, I didn't. I had to go so i convinced myself no one would be here but of course the class is almost full. And for once in a long time i don't really have much to talk about..which kinda means theres not really anything bothering me. It feels nice...but...really really weird. I guess it's one of those aquired taste things...i'm obviously not used to it. When i feel emotions they're very strong. So i'm either super happy or extremely depressed but never just in between. It's really nice. I'm not SUPER happy but i'm content. I wish it could be like this more often but i won't count on it. Alright well considering my new...odd but enjoyable state of mind it's bothering me that i'm still getting these horrible dreams. Sometimes i don't even remember them but lately i don't think i've missed any. Theres less of the strangely nice ones and more of the disgustingly morbid ones. I wish my self conscious could think up a more colorful and happy dream for me. I mean, it's bad enough that i go through depressing periods of my life in REALITY but can't i at least be happy when i'm asleep? Obviously not. Love Story is on!! Reminds me of CA. We're reading Romeo and Juliet and "Vrai" ahem hem, is Juliet and she has to marry this creepy kid in my class but it's hysterical because it's the perfect time to make fun of her. Oh and i dont even want to go home because im kind of..enjoying myself. And going home means worrying about falling asleep because im actually tired during the day not at night....i swear im nocturnal. Shit. Bell rang.