Oh my god...Valentines Day is this Saturday. Normally i don't post twice a day but i'm so upset about this i decided no one will suffer anyway because no one really reads the blog at all...Stupid, stupid, stupid valentines day. Stupid red and pink and white and stupid happy couples and jewelry and chocolates and red roses and stupid me for being so upset that i don't fall under the category of anything i just referred to as stupid. I hate the fact that i'm going to be alone, sitting at home watching Sailor Moon and Charmed reruns on youtube, sipping hot cocoa and trying not to cry. I am so, so pathetic. I never realized it 'til now but i really am. Watch, i'll end up watching Titanic or Gone With the Wind or maybe West Side Story and what'll that do? Cue the waterworks. Why do i waste my time watching this crap? Because this "crap" fascinates me beyond belief and sadly, i wish i was Rose or Scarlett or Maria or...well you know what i mean. Then again, notice life doesn't work out for any of them. Jack freezes to death, Rhett dumps Scarlett and stalks off into the conveniently placed London fog even though they're in Georgia and Tony gets shot. Why is it that none of the really beautiful romance movies have happy endings? I'll tell you why. Because they're realistic.