Yea...Not Creative Enough For A Title..Is that good enough for you?

Ok well lots of interesting things happened in the last few days. Ok not anything really. I was kind of offended by some "stuff" i cant mention on the blog but... ah well. Everything is confusing and sometimes i dont know what to do anymore. I made some choices for myself that hurt but i have to go with my gut instinct and maybe its time i started to face reality right? Right. I finally realized that im not going to ride away with some prince on a white horse (courtesy Taylor Swift and Taylor Taylor lol) but i think im ok with that. Red roses and perfection does not come over night and maybe sometimes it doesnt come at all. I'll just have to wait it out and hope i'm one of the lucky ones. Sometimes maybe i have to make my own luck. Today was fun but i kind of just woke up from all that delerious school cutting enjoyment when my friend kind of explained that we're not friends anymore because i haven't seen her for a month because her mom doesnt like me. I'm ok with that so if she reads this..you know i guess it had to happen eventually...but i thought i meant more then THAT and..well that stung..bit of an ouch. But i deserved it. I had to much fun today so something was bound to go wrong. But it was fun. Apparently the mall is a lot nicer before school hours then after. It was nice and quiet and you get to do whatver you want cus its all old ladies and babies getting pushed around in strollers. I went to BORDERS and it smells REALLY REALLY good in there not to mention its like..book heaven..so that was nice. And then we went sledding and my boots were apparently not fit for it cus every time i had to climb back up the damn hill i kept sliding down! I actually crawled up once! Beyond the normal embarassment protocol. Really. I drank two bottles of Snapple today! With Alina's money of course. Wow. How much do i owe her by now? Like more then my mom's electric bill probably.